I'll throw all these words together just so you remember Everything I've had to say It's probably getting old 'cuz all these things I've told you already I miss you everyday but if that's the price I pay to have you I'll gladly accept those terms I swear I'll find a way to make sure that you stay I'll be the person you deserve I'll be the person you deserve You have to know, wherever you go, I will follow You have to see how every word impacts me I hope someday we can say "I love you" And on a dark night, you are my sunshine My lovely light I could write a million songs about you and never run out of things to say I'm not doing this just to impress you This isn't some sick game I play I hope you realize how perfect you are in my eyes No, I'm not blind I'm seeing clear for the first time, this time I hope that you're mine I hope that you're mine You have to know, wherever you go, I will follow You have to see how every word impacts me I hope someday we can say "I love you" And on a dark night, you are my sunshine My lovely light I can't resist, I must admit I'm all about this Let's be clear, I'll always be here until you ask me to go I hope you know how beautiful you are to me And I don't know what the future holds We'll just have to wait and see And I don't know what the future holds we'll just have to wait and see You have to know, wherever you go, I will follow You have to see how every word impacts me I hope someday we can say "I love you" And on a dark night, you are my sunshine My lovely light I can't resist, I must admit I'm all about this Let's be clear, I'll always be here until you ask me to go I hope you know how beautiful you are to me And I don't know what the future holds We'll just have to wait and see And I don't know what the future holds We'll just have to wait and see

Tell me where to go because I am so lost I'm staring down the streetlights, freezing in the frost This cold couldn't come soon enough; It matches my heart Cool to the core, Its beat won't start I must've told you at least a million times Everything would be ok, that eventually I'd be fine Well I look up to the stars now And wonder where you are now 'Cuz wondering's all I can do Let's recollect all the things you said right before you left everything to fade in your rearview You said that there was nothing left, no, nothing here to keep you So I guess I'll just fade into your rearview Take me back home, I need some rest 'Cuz I can't forget how you said this was for the best The snow is falling down, I can't feel a thing The sights, the bright lights Without you mean nothing to me I must've told myself a million times that I was gonna be ok but deep down I knew I lied Well I look out to the distance and wonder if you miss this 'Cuz I seem to miss it everyday Let's recollect all the things you said right before you left everything to fade in your rearview You said that there was nothing left, no, nothing here to keep you So I guess I'll just fade into your rearview Let's recollect all the things you said right before you left everything to fade in your rearview You said that there was nothing left, no, nothing here to keep you So I guess I'll just fade into your rearview Into your rearview Into your rearview

It's crazy to think back just a few months ago I felt so low, swimming in the shallow I know that life goes by fast but my head was stuck in my past And no one asked me what my problem was I didn't know myself at all My confidence was two foot tall Relied on myself 'cuz there was no one else to call And then things changed one October day I didn't look at life the same way I know I come off kind of crazy I got to know you, you got to know me You were everything I hoped you would be But it was way too early for me to see I bit my tongue and said so long and watched you pull away from the driveway That was all I could say And I'll be honest with you So get ready for the truth I've never been as happy as I am with you I know for you things have been way too hard If these lyrics freak you out then please disregard everything that I've said I don't want to mess with your head or make things more complicated But I will say that Saturday, that night just blew me away I was glad that you stayed We danced and laughed Surprised no one asked why we were acting so foolish I don't normally do this And now my head is on the fence because that was such a great experience And yes I'm serious And I'll be honest with you So get ready for the truth I've never been as happy as I am with you And I don't want you to hate me But I know this part is true Well I'm afraid that someday I'll be like the others and disappoint you And I'll be honest with you So get ready for the truth I've never been as happy as I am with you And I don't want you to hate me But I know this part is true Well I'm afraid that someday I'll be like the others and disappoint you

Well I'm not the type to say exactly what's on my mind But you're going far away, So I guess this time I'll try And I know that we just started talking but I must let you know before you go And I know that it seems crazy, but I think you could be the one And I know that I seem crazy, well if I'm scaring you please feel free to run Well I'm trying not to come off so strong Are these feelings ok or are they wrong? If I could change the way I feel don't think that I would 'Cuz from the moment that I met you I never felt so good And I know that we just started talking but I must let you know before you go And I know that it seems crazy, but I think you could be the one And I know that I seem crazy, well if I'm scaring you please feel free to run Well I'd do anything I could to make you stay, to make you stay It's like my heart's alive for the first time But when you leave for Colorado Springs it'll decay So I'm begging you please don't go And I'm begging you please don't go And I'm begging you please don't go But no matter how much I beg, I know Well I know God I know God I know Oh I know No matter how much I beg you're gonna go

It started in an over-sized garage in a parking lot That was where I met you, that was the spot I introduced myself and asked you who you were You told me your name and that was when I heard My heartbeat in my head for the first time I could not get you out of there, you were stuck in mine And as I got to know you more I loved what I heard And as I gazed at you my head would not stop repeating these words You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen I could try and deny these feelings But every day it's my heart you're stealing You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen After that we would talk casually I'd ask you how your day was, you'd say it was lovely I'd watch you walk down that hill Wish I could have said everything I'd been thinking about inside of my head I would have said I love you but i know it's too soon Well if you would have asked I would have rearranged the stars and the moon But I never got my act together Well if you ever hear this song I hope that you remember You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen I could try and deny these feelings But every day it's my heart you're stealing You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen Well I've tried to say it to you oh so many times But every single time I do those words don't sound like mine Well I'll try and be bold so here's the deal I know you haven't been told but this is how I feel You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen I could try and deny these feelings But every day it's my heart you're stealing You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen I could try and deny these feelings But every day it's my heart you're stealing You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen

Whoever said life was a gift never received mine I'm sick of pretending I'm fine 'Cuz I know I'm not, If I was I wouldn't be having these thoughts Oh no I have the gun ready, laying on my bed Where my old lover would lay her head Back when she loved me Now I'm just lonely I am nothing Well it's not just about her or other peoples' hurtful words Life is just one lesson I could never learn I trip over my feet and look down at my street one last time Yeah that's just what I need Another sad memory This run down place just ain't what it used to be I can't remember the last time I was happy Maybe life ending won't be that depressing I bet it beats the hell out of living in a world so ungiving In a place so uncaring It's been ten years since I saw her, my beautiful daughter She said: "You never loved me! You never watched me dance! You had eighteen years, you had your fucking chance!" "Darling I'm so sorry. Daddy was so busy. These excuses are pointless, I know you can't forgive me..." "Don't expect pity! You aren't worth it to me! Goodbye and good luck father, have fun being lonely." That was the last thing she told me Darling, I still love you and I hope you're happy I close the blinds Think back on my life Realize that I never did anything right It's in my hand now Oh God it's real now Well I know somehow death will give me some form of relief No I can't sleep knowing I was never what I could be Maybe that's just the way that it should be Back when I was a child the routines were always mild Bruises and memories I'd forgotten about for awhile But I still have my scars They remind me of what we all are Just bones and flesh that mesh with the earth and that's how it all ends At least that's what I'm told To live an honest life and die old But I guess the idea of a happy life is completely oversold There's nothing left for me to show No one here to tell me no No one to say "If you go then I swear I'll also go" But I really don't need that It's just another burden I'd have left In these next few moments I'll perform my final theft I wonder how people will speak Maybe they'll say he was just too weak Or he was bothersome like a sink with an unfixable leak Will anyone miss me? Will the lovers that kissed me recall any of the good times that we had at all? Will anyone be at my funeral? Will they even find my body at all? Because in this apartment no one comes over or calls And God if you're listening could you forgive me for what I'm doing? I know death is not a choice but this is what I'm choosing It's now facing my temple I thought it'd be a lot more simple But now I'm crying and trying to think of reasons to stay No I already made up my mind I can't back out, I know it's time I've got my finger on the trigger Assuring myself everything will turn out fine Now it'll finally be done I refuse to run Slowly I count backwards 3,2,1.