A Month of Hell

from Empty Reflection by My Living Ghost

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They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Well I'm not dead yet, I just don't feel strong
And I'm trying to find the will to wait longer
But now it seems you've found comfort in the lips of another
And I'm just lost, I can't believe that a year of what we had ended within two weeks
And I'll crawl on my knees just to attain relief
I can't keep this to myself, this constant, never ending grief
I can't believe

I can't believe that you're with him
This isn't fair, I wasn't prepared
And I can't believe that I don't fit into
A life that we should share, I wasn't prepared

And I'm sorry that I lost you because of my blindness
Now he'll win you over with overwhelming kindness
You'll be his royal highness and he'll take what I want as mine
This just didn't go as planned
But I'll try not to beg and I will not demand
Even though I just don't understand I'll let this go but always know that in my dreams you will be holding my hand but then when reality sets in
And all my strength is wearing thin
I'll give up and drown myself in my regret as you win
And I'll let go and I will not persist
And I'll wonder if I will even be missed
But I just can't

I can't believe that you're with him
This isn't fair, I wasn't prepared
And I can't believe that I don't fit into
A life that we should share, I wasn't prepared

And now I, I am just so scared
To live this life because it's too much to bare
And please don't say goodbye to me
I am so scared, I'm just not prepared
And I am so scared
And I am so scared
And I am so scared

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from Empty Reflection, released August 15, 2014

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